Curiose Posted December 3, 2012 Report Share Posted December 3, 2012 I know, it has been long over due. Over a year [or was it two...], in fact. But better late than never, and better stated with sincerity rather than with any sort of frailty. I wish to apologize to my former Alliance. For often I get over protective of things I care for. True, it was just an alliance, but it was my first, and I hoped, my only. As a cancerian, change and I do not bode well, if at all. The things I claim my home mean a lot, and even if it means I must fight to the death to keep it, then I shall. Undermining the change of power and my own alliance, was not something I should have done, especially if it meant something to me. Secondly, I wish to apologize to my former TK members. I was scoping my e mails for something, and in doing so, I saw how much of a complete bitch I was. And yes, I can say that because it's about me so neyeh. (: p) When I think of myself as a leader, I don't like to think of myself as harsh, ungrateful or ruling with an iron fist. Yet that seems that that is how I was. During that time, I enjoyed what I did, but I also feared for my own standing as a leader, and strove to do the best I could, even if that meant behind the scenes my own agents were dissatisfied at how I treated them. All that mattered was the people who we worked for, and those who we worked to appease were happy. That was all that mattered. Thirdly, I apologize to all of MD. I had become snarky, cynical, and rude. I still am quite cynical, jaded a little bit, but my jadedness has nothing to do with MD this time. More just with life in general. I had attacked those not needing attacking, I was more destructive than constructive. At times, I still am, but I am human, as are all of you. Fourthly, to Mur, I apologize. The last things I said to you I stated out of spite, and I am glad that things are alright now, but I cannot feel sorry for my actions. The slander was unnecessary, no matter how angry or righteous I felt. But through all of this, I cannot say I have completely changed. I still am what I am, yet I feel better mentally. What happened in MD was a lot of stuff happening in real life, a lot of stress, a lot of pent up anger and frustration and I kind of just went caplooey. I still do, but I'm changing my outlook on life a little more positively so as to not face that quite as much. Things are better, they are good, and I am now learning to step back from the keyboard when the verbal diarrhea comes about. I want to be a productive member again, but I know it will likely need to take some regaining of trust and not to mention, real life pieces that still need putting back together [internet, car, job, etc] before I can promise anything, but I do what I can when I can. Thank you for reading, and I mean this with all sincerity. Curiose. Pipstickz and Liberty4life 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ackshan Bemunah Posted December 3, 2012 Report Share Posted December 3, 2012 Are you okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagle Eye Posted December 3, 2012 Report Share Posted December 3, 2012 (edited) [color=#008000]May God heal you and God provide everything you need. just ask Him and pray[/color] Edited December 3, 2012 by SkyArmy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Curiose Posted December 3, 2012 Author Report Share Posted December 3, 2012 Psh, yeah, I'm fine. Just cold and tired. A friend of mine recently [and randomly] apologized to me out of the blue over something that happened over a year ago. I thought maybe it's good to pass it on. Thanks, Eagle Eye. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagle Eye Posted December 3, 2012 Report Share Posted December 3, 2012 [color=#008000]You are welcome and God Bless[/color] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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