I hope to see it adapt. It is at a crossroads, where it was once one thing, but has possibly been developing towards another. Where will it end up? It won't be the same, I think
In the end, it should be the place you feel is home. However, I will happily tour you through Loreroot and talk to you frankly about where we are, and where we are going, if you would like. Contact me!
We all are strong in our own ways. The longer you let your strength be defined only be military might, the harder it will be to not be depressed. If you find your strength in other things, you may just find training and combat aren't as depressing an activity to participate in.