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    ZenTao got a reaction from Watcher in H-H-HBD DarryDabby and Ackshan Bemunah!   
    [size=6][color=#008080]Ha[/color][color=#000080]pp[/color][color=#40e0d0]y [/color][color=#0000cd]Bi[/color][color=#0000ff]rth[/color][color=#add8e6]days[/color]![/size]
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    ZenTao reacted to Maebius in Colour association game   
    My love a gol
    [quote name='ZenTao' timestamp='1359160832' post='131431']
    Eyes Sky blue, deep and rich in thought
    A smile shadows her lips
    her mind waivers, [size=4]Emotional and distrought[/size]
    crystal tears fall down her face
    I wish I could freeze time
    I would string her tears into a[color=#daa520] golden [/color]necklace to be worn
    never looking behind.
    [/quote]

    My love, a golden statue, glowing like the sun.
    Her skin, her eyes, they greet me when the day has just begun.
    The nighttime fades, the light returns, and lips speak truth to words just dreamed.
    Opening the shades, heart's fire burns, the limnal life of waking sleep it seemed
    now within, i realize, the treat that was left when slumbering I was only one.
    Now move, I don't need you, flowing waters run.

    Does it make you feel a[color=#800000] [b]deep dark cocoa[/b][/color] bittersweet?


    [size=1]Note: wow, this came out a bit more depressed than I am feeling today. but I like the odd almsot spontaneous inner rhymes there too much to change it.[/size]
  3. Upvote
    ZenTao reacted to Jubaris in Colour association game   
    Let's see if I got this right...

    Deep dark cocoa dust,
    drink it - it is a must!
    Oh my! A bittersweet taste,
    Yet I must take it with haste!

    To change this day black,
    Make those gods give me some slack,
    In my cup I will pour some milk,
    Thinking of how to save my golden silk.

    One more thing awaits,
    Mind has opened its gates!
    An extra ingredient I will put,
    While whistling a tune of flute.

    Pieces of paradise, it is sugar,
    I wouldn't trade it for a cougar!
    Cocoa, always before a tea,
    Seeking the heaven's taste, 't is me!


    Blood red?
  4. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Phantom Orchid in Colour association game   
    [quote name='Phantom Orchid' timestamp='1359088466' post='131388']
    [center][i][size=5][color=#800080]purple[/color] stained dreaming | ironic always[/size][/i][/center]

    [center][i][size=5]a park bench calls on stained sheets | scars slow to heal now in bloom[/size][/i][/center]

    [center][i][size=5]haunted moon singing | our [color=#0000FF]cerulean[/color] hearts[/size][/i][/center]






    [size=2][i](a double haiku, i'm not sure if this is something someone has done before or not. they are separate, but interweaving, haikus)[/i][/size]
    [/quote]






    Eyes Sky blue, deep and rich in thought
    A smile shadows her lips
    her mind waivers, [size=4]Emotional and distrought[/size]
    crystal tears fall down her face
    I wish I could freeze time
    I would string her tears into a[color=#daa520] golden [/color]necklace to be worn
    never looking behind.
  5. Downvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Nimrodel in NEW <<<Personal Request Month Voting>>> NEW   
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]10 points-[i]Ackshan Bemunah[/i]
    -four casts of a spell called "expand universe". Would produce
    temporary entropic effects in MD, such as (to give a few ideas) old
    bugs reappearing, scripted items or locations scrambling, and some
    characters being omitted in PM's. Either realm-wide or
    location-specific "expand location" or even a player-specific "expand
    presence"

    9 points-[i]Eagle Eye[/i]
    -Silvan Watch Spell or Silvan Spell ( If you deplete the resources you
    can't harvest in 5 days and if you collect and harvest bellow the
    amount of resources you can't harvest in 3 days and the cool effects
    is to lock move 5 minutes in every scene after depleting and
    harvesting bellow the amount)

    8 points-[i]Pipstickz[/i]
    -ability to give a spell doc page

    7 points-[i]Kyphis[/i]
    -"Ledger of Census" A small pad listing the citizens of the land, most of the pages have already been filled in. Only a handful of pages remain to be filled. (An item capable of granting citizenship to the MDA to upto 10 people, no recharge, no expiry

    6 points- [i]Tipu[/i]
    -item : Prison Key - yeah as the name suggest
    access to the Jail In and out.

    5 points-[i]Sephira Caellum[/i]
    - my staff be able to give the dead player ability to move around all
    MD land (with his previous action points or with lower or with no
    requeriment of AP, I won't decide about this) the spell could be
    permanently or temporary, up for the council.


    4 points-[i]Burns[/i]
    -ability to create 'Drach Melodic Charm'

    [font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]3 points-[/font][/size][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif][i]nadrolski[/i][/font][/size][/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]personal coded reality coagulator[/font][/size][/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]2 points-[/font][/color][i]Fang Archbane[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]A gameboy forged in Golemus[/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]1 point-[/size][/font][/color][i]DarkRaptor[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]-Shift Resonance :Uppon cast the Spellcaster will shift his resonance[/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]to match his own version on target location.[/font][/color]
  6. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from nadrolski in What's everyone's favourite letter?   
    [size=4][quote name='nadrolski' timestamp='1357091590' post='129464'][/size]
    [b]C[/b], because it is the first letter of my daughter's first name and nick name hehe
    [/quote]
    Same here , C is my daughters name first letter and thus my favorite
  7. Downvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from dst in NEW <<<Personal Request Month Voting>>> NEW   
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]10 points-[i]Ackshan Bemunah[/i]
    -four casts of a spell called "expand universe". Would produce
    temporary entropic effects in MD, such as (to give a few ideas) old
    bugs reappearing, scripted items or locations scrambling, and some
    characters being omitted in PM's. Either realm-wide or
    location-specific "expand location" or even a player-specific "expand
    presence"

    9 points-[i]Eagle Eye[/i]
    -Silvan Watch Spell or Silvan Spell ( If you deplete the resources you
    can't harvest in 5 days and if you collect and harvest bellow the
    amount of resources you can't harvest in 3 days and the cool effects
    is to lock move 5 minutes in every scene after depleting and
    harvesting bellow the amount)

    8 points-[i]Pipstickz[/i]
    -ability to give a spell doc page

    7 points-[i]Kyphis[/i]
    -"Ledger of Census" A small pad listing the citizens of the land, most of the pages have already been filled in. Only a handful of pages remain to be filled. (An item capable of granting citizenship to the MDA to upto 10 people, no recharge, no expiry

    6 points- [i]Tipu[/i]
    -item : Prison Key - yeah as the name suggest
    access to the Jail In and out.

    5 points-[i]Sephira Caellum[/i]
    - my staff be able to give the dead player ability to move around all
    MD land (with his previous action points or with lower or with no
    requeriment of AP, I won't decide about this) the spell could be
    permanently or temporary, up for the council.


    4 points-[i]Burns[/i]
    -ability to create 'Drach Melodic Charm'

    [font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]3 points-[/font][/size][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif][i]nadrolski[/i][/font][/size][/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]personal coded reality coagulator[/font][/size][/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]2 points-[/font][/color][i]Fang Archbane[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]A gameboy forged in Golemus[/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]1 point-[/size][/font][/color][i]DarkRaptor[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]-Shift Resonance :Uppon cast the Spellcaster will shift his resonance[/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]to match his own version on target location.[/font][/color]
  8. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Fang Archbane in NEW <<<Personal Request Month Voting>>> NEW   
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]10 points-[i]Ackshan Bemunah[/i]
    -four casts of a spell called "expand universe". Would produce
    temporary entropic effects in MD, such as (to give a few ideas) old
    bugs reappearing, scripted items or locations scrambling, and some
    characters being omitted in PM's. Either realm-wide or
    location-specific "expand location" or even a player-specific "expand
    presence"

    9 points-[i]Eagle Eye[/i]
    -Silvan Watch Spell or Silvan Spell ( If you deplete the resources you
    can't harvest in 5 days and if you collect and harvest bellow the
    amount of resources you can't harvest in 3 days and the cool effects
    is to lock move 5 minutes in every scene after depleting and
    harvesting bellow the amount)

    8 points-[i]Pipstickz[/i]
    -ability to give a spell doc page

    7 points-[i]Kyphis[/i]
    -"Ledger of Census" A small pad listing the citizens of the land, most of the pages have already been filled in. Only a handful of pages remain to be filled. (An item capable of granting citizenship to the MDA to upto 10 people, no recharge, no expiry

    6 points- [i]Tipu[/i]
    -item : Prison Key - yeah as the name suggest
    access to the Jail In and out.

    5 points-[i]Sephira Caellum[/i]
    - my staff be able to give the dead player ability to move around all
    MD land (with his previous action points or with lower or with no
    requeriment of AP, I won't decide about this) the spell could be
    permanently or temporary, up for the council.


    4 points-[i]Burns[/i]
    -ability to create 'Drach Melodic Charm'

    [font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]3 points-[/font][/size][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif][i]nadrolski[/i][/font][/size][/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]personal coded reality coagulator[/font][/size][/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]2 points-[/font][/color][i]Fang Archbane[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]A gameboy forged in Golemus[/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]1 point-[/size][/font][/color][i]DarkRaptor[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]-Shift Resonance :Uppon cast the Spellcaster will shift his resonance[/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]to match his own version on target location.[/font][/color]
  9. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Amoran Kalamanira Kol in Happy Birthday Phantom Orchid!   
    [color=#0000cd][size=5][font=georgia, serif][b]Happy[/b][/font][/size][/color] Belated Birthday!
  10. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from nadrolski in NEW <<<Personal Request Month Voting>>> NEW   
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]10 points-[i]Ackshan Bemunah[/i]
    -four casts of a spell called "expand universe". Would produce
    temporary entropic effects in MD, such as (to give a few ideas) old
    bugs reappearing, scripted items or locations scrambling, and some
    characters being omitted in PM's. Either realm-wide or
    location-specific "expand location" or even a player-specific "expand
    presence"

    9 points-[i]Eagle Eye[/i]
    -Silvan Watch Spell or Silvan Spell ( If you deplete the resources you
    can't harvest in 5 days and if you collect and harvest bellow the
    amount of resources you can't harvest in 3 days and the cool effects
    is to lock move 5 minutes in every scene after depleting and
    harvesting bellow the amount)

    8 points-[i]Pipstickz[/i]
    -ability to give a spell doc page

    7 points-[i]Kyphis[/i]
    -"Ledger of Census" A small pad listing the citizens of the land, most of the pages have already been filled in. Only a handful of pages remain to be filled. (An item capable of granting citizenship to the MDA to upto 10 people, no recharge, no expiry

    6 points- [i]Tipu[/i]
    -item : Prison Key - yeah as the name suggest
    access to the Jail In and out.

    5 points-[i]Sephira Caellum[/i]
    - my staff be able to give the dead player ability to move around all
    MD land (with his previous action points or with lower or with no
    requeriment of AP, I won't decide about this) the spell could be
    permanently or temporary, up for the council.


    4 points-[i]Burns[/i]
    -ability to create 'Drach Melodic Charm'

    [font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]3 points-[/font][/size][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif][i]nadrolski[/i][/font][/size][/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]personal coded reality coagulator[/font][/size][/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]2 points-[/font][/color][i]Fang Archbane[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]A gameboy forged in Golemus[/font][/color]

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]1 point-[/size][/font][/color][i]DarkRaptor[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]-Shift Resonance :Uppon cast the Spellcaster will shift his resonance[/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]to match his own version on target location.[/font][/color]
  11. Downvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Chewett in Happy Birthday Phantom Orchid!   
    [color=#0000cd][size=5][font=georgia, serif][b]Happy[/b][/font][/size][/color] Belated Birthday!
  12. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from nadrolski in OLD Personal Request Month Voting   
    [color=#A4A4A4][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=3]Posted Today, 04:29 AM[/size][/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]10 points-[i]Ackshan Bemunah[/i]
    -four casts of a spell called "expand universe". Would produce
    temporary entropic effects in MD, such as (to give a few ideas) old
    bugs reappearing, scripted items or locations scrambling, and some
    characters being omitted in PM's. Either realm-wide or
    location-specific "expand location" or even a player-specific "expand
    presence"

    9 points-[i]Eagle Eye[/i]
    -Silvan Watch Spell or Silvan Spell ( If you deplete the resources you
    can't harvest in 5 days and if you collect and harvest bellow the
    amount of resources you can't harvest in 3 days and the cool effects
    is to lock move 5 minutes in every scene after depleting and
    harvesting bellow the amount)

    8 points-[i]Pipstickz[/i]
    -ability to give a spell doc page

    7 points-[i]Kyphis[/i]
    -"Ledger of Census" A small pad listing the citizens of the land, most of the pages have already been filled in. Only a handful of pages remain to be filled. (An item capable of granting citizenship to the MDA to upto 10 people, no recharge, no expiry

    6 points- [i]Tipu[/i]
    -item : Prison Key - yeah as the name suggest
    access to the Jail In and out.

    5 points-[i]Sephira Caellum[/i]
    - my staff be able to give the dead player ability to move around all
    MD land (with his previous action points or with lower or with no
    requeriment of AP, I won't decide about this) the spell could be
    permanently or temporary, up for the council.


    4 points-[i]Burns[/i]
    -ability to create 'Drach Melodic Charm'

    [font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]3 points-[/font][/size][/font][size=4][font=arial, helvetica, sans-serif][i]nadrolski[/i][/font][/size][/color]
    [size=4][font="arial, helvetica, sans-serif"]personal coded reality coagulator[/font][/size]

    2 points-[i]Fang Archbane[/i]
    A gameboy forged in Golemus

    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=4]1 point-[/size][/font][/color][i]DarkRaptor[/i]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]-Shift Resonance :Uppon cast the Spellcaster will shift his resonance[/font][/color]
    [color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]to match his own version on target location.[/font][/color]
  13. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Ackshan Bemunah in Happy Birthday Phantom Orchid!   
    [color=#0000cd][size=5][font=georgia, serif][b]Happy[/b][/font][/size][/color] Belated Birthday!
  14. Downvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Watcher in Happy Birthday Phantom Orchid!   
    [color=#0000cd][size=5][font=georgia, serif][b]Happy[/b][/font][/size][/color] Belated Birthday!
  15. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Phantom Orchid in Happy Birthday Phantom Orchid!   
    [color=#0000cd][size=5][font=georgia, serif][b]Happy[/b][/font][/size][/color] Belated Birthday!
  16. Upvote
    ZenTao reacted to Ackshan Bemunah in Personal Request Month   
    I request four casts of a spell called "expand universe". Would produce temporary entropic effects in MD, such as (to give a few ideas) old bugs reappearing, scripted items or locations scrambling, and some characters being omitted in PM's. Either realm-wide or location-specific "expand location" or even a player-specific "expand presence"...Will update this as the need becomes more clear.
  17. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Hedge Munos in Pass-time entertainment   
    [quote name='Ackshan Bemunah' timestamp='1354168373' post='126798']
    Soul
    [/quote]
    shoe
  18. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Jubaris in [ Results ] Bring home your Favorite MD Creatures and Characters this Holiday Season   
    Thank you everyone who participated, I hope you enjoyed making these as much as I had seeing them, they are a delight to behold and well done. I am in the process of getting the rewards out to the winners, those items below in red will be delivered within the next few hours as for the other rewards I will be contacting the sponsors within the hour and you should expect rewards directly from them, please contact me if you have not gotten anything from them sponsors within a few days. The Avatar managers also will be randomly rewarding one participant a gold avatar- it does not have to be the top 5 winners- when they let me know who they choose I will announce it here. Thank you.


    1st place ~ Nimrodel (17 votes [33.33%])
    Prizes: [i][color=#ff0000]An aged tokened Rustgold Drachorn, 1 gold and 2 silver[/color][/i] (1 wishpoint sponsored by Seigheart) + (a Reindrach sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    2nd Place ~ Tom Pouce (10 votes [19.61%])
    [color=#FF0000][i]An aged tokened Angien and 2 silver[/i][/color] (An aged tokened Archer sponsored by Mercurial Spectre) + ( a Rustgold sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    3rd place ~ DarkRaptor (8 votes [15.69%])
    [color=#ff0000][i]An aged tokened Angien and 1 silver[/i] [/color]+ (An aged tokened Pimped Grason sponsored by Mercurial Spectre)+ ( a Rustgold sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    4th place ~ Sky Army (7 votes [13.73%])
    [i]An aged shop Joker Tokened and 1 silver[/i]

    5th place ~ biermann (3 votes [5.88%])
    [i][color=#ff0000]A colored shop Amour and one silver[/color][/i]
  19. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from lashtal in [ Results ] Bring home your Favorite MD Creatures and Characters this Holiday Season   
    Thank you everyone who participated, I hope you enjoyed making these as much as I had seeing them, they are a delight to behold and well done. I am in the process of getting the rewards out to the winners, those items below in red will be delivered within the next few hours as for the other rewards I will be contacting the sponsors within the hour and you should expect rewards directly from them, please contact me if you have not gotten anything from them sponsors within a few days. The Avatar managers also will be randomly rewarding one participant a gold avatar- it does not have to be the top 5 winners- when they let me know who they choose I will announce it here. Thank you.


    1st place ~ Nimrodel (17 votes [33.33%])
    Prizes: [i][color=#ff0000]An aged tokened Rustgold Drachorn, 1 gold and 2 silver[/color][/i] (1 wishpoint sponsored by Seigheart) + (a Reindrach sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    2nd Place ~ Tom Pouce (10 votes [19.61%])
    [color=#FF0000][i]An aged tokened Angien and 2 silver[/i][/color] (An aged tokened Archer sponsored by Mercurial Spectre) + ( a Rustgold sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    3rd place ~ DarkRaptor (8 votes [15.69%])
    [color=#ff0000][i]An aged tokened Angien and 1 silver[/i] [/color]+ (An aged tokened Pimped Grason sponsored by Mercurial Spectre)+ ( a Rustgold sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    4th place ~ Sky Army (7 votes [13.73%])
    [i]An aged shop Joker Tokened and 1 silver[/i]

    5th place ~ biermann (3 votes [5.88%])
    [i][color=#ff0000]A colored shop Amour and one silver[/color][/i]
  20. Upvote
    ZenTao got a reaction from Nimrodel in [ Results ] Bring home your Favorite MD Creatures and Characters this Holiday Season   
    Thank you everyone who participated, I hope you enjoyed making these as much as I had seeing them, they are a delight to behold and well done. I am in the process of getting the rewards out to the winners, those items below in red will be delivered within the next few hours as for the other rewards I will be contacting the sponsors within the hour and you should expect rewards directly from them, please contact me if you have not gotten anything from them sponsors within a few days. The Avatar managers also will be randomly rewarding one participant a gold avatar- it does not have to be the top 5 winners- when they let me know who they choose I will announce it here. Thank you.


    1st place ~ Nimrodel (17 votes [33.33%])
    Prizes: [i][color=#ff0000]An aged tokened Rustgold Drachorn, 1 gold and 2 silver[/color][/i] (1 wishpoint sponsored by Seigheart) + (a Reindrach sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    2nd Place ~ Tom Pouce (10 votes [19.61%])
    [color=#FF0000][i]An aged tokened Angien and 2 silver[/i][/color] (An aged tokened Archer sponsored by Mercurial Spectre) + ( a Rustgold sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    3rd place ~ DarkRaptor (8 votes [15.69%])
    [color=#ff0000][i]An aged tokened Angien and 1 silver[/i] [/color]+ (An aged tokened Pimped Grason sponsored by Mercurial Spectre)+ ( a Rustgold sponsored by the Treasure Keepers)

    4th place ~ Sky Army (7 votes [13.73%])
    [i]An aged shop Joker Tokened and 1 silver[/i]

    5th place ~ biermann (3 votes [5.88%])
    [i][color=#ff0000]A colored shop Amour and one silver[/color][/i]
  21. Upvote
    ZenTao reacted to Muratus del Mur in a fragment of my broken mind   
    its been a very very long time since i last touched the notes for my second book... last time i thought i have everything there to put it in a nice form, but as my memory got more and more distorted i find it difficult to connect things in it and i lost that "glue" that was supposed to unite all my notes in a coherent idea.

    I would like to share a small fragment i found lost, because somehow i have the feeling i am missing something in it.

    [color=#008080][i]"The unhappend future contains all possible versions of events that exist
    at the same time like in a homogenous stable soup of timeless reality.
    Happening at the same time ([b]without time actually[/b]) makes them perfectly
    balanced. Out of this silvery sphere/circle of continuous events,they come
    out one by one through the point of present. The remaining versions of one events
    become unstable and vanish, only the present remains real for a moment
    without time, then only echoes in the memory of the observer [b]through the
    unbalance[/b] it leaves behind in the other events around it."[/i][/color]

    [i]At a later time i made an other note:[/i]

    [color=#008080][i]"The future is formed out of complex "*feelings" (*cant find the right word) [b]that downgrade into events [/b]forming what we see as "past". [b]Time is not the cause but the effect of entropy[/b], because without entropy, these complex "*feelings" would remain stable and not flow. The time flow is caused by unbalance. In a perfectly balanced system time has no place, time is a sign of failure of that system."[/i][/color]


    I must say these thoughts alone are mind twisting and i can't understand them myself quite well at this moment..and once they were so clear that i didn't bothered to note them in more detail. When i started the book i had such a clear picture in mind of everything, then things happend and i lost a big part of my mind..added with stress and the shit i've been through past year...i can't make any sense out of this ...and it sucks

    If anyone is able to give an opinion..my question is simple:

    [b]ARE THE TWO FRAGMENTS IN CONTRADICTION (of any sort) OR COMPLEMENTARY?[/b]


    as a note.. apparently..i lost my mind/sanity at the time i found a logical pattern that..lets say..discovered a potential breaking point / exit / gate, call it as you wish...a weak spot of reality. As our mind mirrors the universe we are in (or the opposite, its all the same actually), probably it happend inside my mind what would happen outside of it if such a thing would be reached.
    Lets say i have a "system error" and i can't fix it on my own, my only escape is to either shut-down and prevent further damage, or simply retrace the entire logic and ...and what? i have no idea where these leads to..

    At some point i reached i thought that i managed to support with a logical structure to maintain its meaning in my head .. "nothing exists". The beauty is that "nothing exists" does not contradict with "everything is possible".. even the words mean something else if you are carefull how you read them.


    am i realy losing my mind? does any of this make any sense to any of you?


    [b]i will reply ONCE to each person sharing their opinion about my initial question, that way everyone gets to reply to this initial post..whatever you discuss based on it feel free to do so, i will read, but i will try not to reply in order to avoid deviating from the initial question[/b]
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    ZenTao got a reaction from Pipstickz in Better than a council?   
    I wonder why this topic was created, will it change anything? Is it another outlet to voice our opinions into the void of def ears. It seems that though we speak our opinions they only become shot down or patronized. Why Does it matter if we know who the counsel consists of? I don't care who they are, I care about the actions they take and the manner in which they do so. The counsel may be plenty fair to those who have never had to actually deal with or defend themselves against accusations and odd questions in which they demand your attention and immediate reply, yet cant give the common courtesy to reply back to any questions sent to them in a timely manner or even let you know what will be taking place when it immediately effects you. When people are taking the time to help a game, in which they ask nothing in return, why not show a little gratitude? - this is a two way street, gratitude its not something you get by being an ass but by showing it, and then again is it a surprise so many don't like counsel?
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    ZenTao got a reaction from Watcher in Better than a council?   
    I wonder why this topic was created, will it change anything? Is it another outlet to voice our opinions into the void of def ears. It seems that though we speak our opinions they only become shot down or patronized. Why Does it matter if we know who the counsel consists of? I don't care who they are, I care about the actions they take and the manner in which they do so. The counsel may be plenty fair to those who have never had to actually deal with or defend themselves against accusations and odd questions in which they demand your attention and immediate reply, yet cant give the common courtesy to reply back to any questions sent to them in a timely manner or even let you know what will be taking place when it immediately effects you. When people are taking the time to help a game, in which they ask nothing in return, why not show a little gratitude? - this is a two way street, gratitude its not something you get by being an ass but by showing it, and then again is it a surprise so many don't like counsel?
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    ZenTao got a reaction from dst in Better than a council?   
    I wonder why this topic was created, will it change anything? Is it another outlet to voice our opinions into the void of def ears. It seems that though we speak our opinions they only become shot down or patronized. Why Does it matter if we know who the counsel consists of? I don't care who they are, I care about the actions they take and the manner in which they do so. The counsel may be plenty fair to those who have never had to actually deal with or defend themselves against accusations and odd questions in which they demand your attention and immediate reply, yet cant give the common courtesy to reply back to any questions sent to them in a timely manner or even let you know what will be taking place when it immediately effects you. When people are taking the time to help a game, in which they ask nothing in return, why not show a little gratitude? - this is a two way street, gratitude its not something you get by being an ass but by showing it, and then again is it a surprise so many don't like counsel?
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    ZenTao reacted to awiiya in Better than a council?   
    Chewett, I'm not sure the sideline comments are helping much either...

    I think I may put a vote out with some of the ideas culled from this topic to see what people think of them.

    I would love to hear more ideas about how the Council could improve, or what should replace them if the realm has had enough of them (which I just don't think is the case at the moment).

    Awi
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