Curiose

Ack, thank you for the advice. It turned out my homesickness was too much [along with other unfavorable events] and I got out back home. I will definitely look into this again when moving time comes once more.

Not angry. Just like to argue semantics. Otherwise, I enjoy watching fang and those afterward burn things to the ground.

When I was a full time Ary, my "giving" was what I did for my own sense of positivity. I channel my goodness into responsible, and ..wht's the word... reasonable? no.. whatever, basically it just was energy put into something worthwhile. But a lot of it got sucked dry by greed, and otherwise nastiness which brought out the red giant. So by having just one person making an effort can be draining. Even if it is who you are.

I'm quite the positive person in real life. But online is where i get to vent out my cynicism. is it right? no. But I'm like a sponge. You get what you give.

Curiose- 490 AD

again....I don't really give a damn. The amount of care that I have is thinner than a strand of hair. if you want it repeated, I will say it again: I have, and can do better. I have applied LONG [b]before[/b] these shenanigans. Again, it doesn't matter if I went to fang because i went to someone that actually runs MD. so your point[s?] are null. edit; I really hate having to clarify myself multiple times because people can't read...

I don't care if my time is over or not. I was answering to falron who stated if we could do better and if any of us applied for the position.

I can, and have done better. Already applied long before this shenanigans. How to do better: Stop pussy footing around and do his job. stop being a blamer for his own short comings. Be more mature, etc. Really. All of these 'ideas' have been said time and time again. Yet he doesn't seem to get the idea. Oh well. his fault, his folly.

I can feel my ego rising.

The TKs were never just a treasurey. They were supposed to chronicalize a lot of stuff and originally were split into three categories. The TKs were meant to be little minion secretaries under my rule. So all this hubbaloo about them being simple mail men is lame.

At least he's honest.

Curi is needing some moving out advice. As of now, I am living with my father in a state different from where I used to live in. I have a job, but I don’t make enough to live on my own in a home unless I can find one for very cheap... Winter is coming, and I am afraid my hours are going to be cut, when I am already trying to make ends meat if I decide to get a house. I know I need a second/better job and I am currently in the works for it. It’s just… most of the jobs are a pain to get to walking distance, especially in the cold, or they are not a feasable walking distance if I have to be there early early, or super late at night. And I’m needing a car/moped of sorts just to get there. So that is going to take a chunk of my money. Basically the real kicker is that I won’t be staying permanently. I will likely be staying until early summer and leaving with my boyfriend. I don’t know a thing about renting or getting roommates, but I figure it is the most feasable option I have right now. I don’t know what else to add. Other than I was thinking I’d be staying on a more permanent basis until a bomb got dropped on me that my boyfriend doesn’t know if he wants to stay permanently with me. So I’m kind of tossed in a tizzy there and currently scrambling like a chicken with my head cut off to ensure everything goes smoothly. Maybe I’m just overreacting, but I’m kind of freaking out because I’ve only got till december/january.

I know this is off topic, but I saw it in Ivo's What can you do for MD thing. If you guys want a story night, just holla. I can whip up a date and time and maybe even host it myself.

then what is the point in having aid if you won't utilize them? Seems like [again] a big waste. It's not a one man show, it's about team work and working together and ensuring people are happy. Not about pride or spoiling yourself with attention. Yes, Fang, it is a serious job, but it is a serious job because it is altruistic. YOU are doing the majority a favor YOU are under the pressure of the people and YOU need to hold yourself responsibility for ThEIR happiness, pretty much. I don't care who says what about being a grumpy one eyed monster. that's not what it was about in the beginning. It was started on altruism and teamwork. It better stay that way.

My panties aren't in a knot. I call it like it is. It's a waste of time, waste of energy. Be patient and hold off.

I agree with what was said above. You're jumping the bit, and while yes, you want to do the best you can, you won't know you made a mistake until you have actually DONE IT. So, just do what you gotta do already and stop making such useless posts that really won't help you in any way. At least, not posts like this.

Pfft, Maebius, I can read, but they did not say: Post it. ; D I know what my-- or wait, I might be above 400.. POO!

I will apply. Is any specific information necessary, such as active days?Do youw ant us to post that?

Perhaps this is what you wanted? [url="http://magicduel.invisionzone.com/topic/13026-md-server-issues/"]http://magicduel.inv...-server-issues/[/url] And it's up.

Sorry. :c My thoughts: Peace has been a staple of MD, and for her spirit to corrode would be like letting a good piece of bread out to grow stale and moldy. A waste.

I apologize if this seems selfish, or undesirable... but could you perhaps hold off the ceremony until after the Ceremony of the Dead is completed? Or we could conjoin the two, if that is alright? If not, I can understand. Or maybe I'll talk with it over with her [if I can ever catch her again in game] and speak with her more on her thoughts of CoD.

I agree with the disbandonment of the alliance, rather than the complete disbandonment of the TKs. If Fang is having problems with loyalty and keeping the aly... wouldn't it be easier to get rid of the ally? TKs worked fine without it originally. Don't see how it cant again.

With a 3 month trial period, he had better hope he does well.