Curiose

Today, I am grateful for food. Particularly bagels. Also for my moms delicious pulled pork and home made chicken/turkey soup. Also for Talks With Eon. Quite fun and interesting, and maybe one day I will send a hoarde of mushrooms his way. Grateful for a love who wakes me up, even if its just a text that gets me moving. But he does quite a lot for me, and I him, and we've saved each others asses so much. Grateful to have my car back so I can go places!! Especially to the festival I call my second home. Oh! And for chocolate! Chocolate chocolate chocolate... A girls best friend even though I hate hersheys.

Pretty self explanatory. But it doesn't have to be about gratefulness. It can be about general positivity and good things. I am grateful to have the job I do. The co workers are so nice, and I am getting the hang of things reakky quickly. They keep things so simple and easy, its fast paced, too, which is very nice. I am also grateful for all the opportunities I have had in my life, on and offline. The friendships I've forged, the fun. I am most grateful for the potential of owning my own horse, of taking that step further than simply being a caregiver. That I can have something "mine". Something I can grow with and cherish. I am grateful for ibuprofen to keep headaches away.

We will be kick butt awesome!

ah, yeah... I realized my mistake as I read back at the responses. I just saw changes idea, and I posted before seeing dds response.

I like the idea. what about being able to sacrifice some of your own vitality to a player so they have an easier time moving? if this were implimented in some way, I would give mine to aid players in mda.

if there was a way to share ap, I would give you mine. fyrd is usually in winds, or so he used to be. check mb, too. if I can get in there, and on a computer, I can run around. Ackhsan, will this be a regularly planned event?

sweet, I get to know chewett! the big bad forum techie. I feel so honored. : D

danke! guess it would help if I clear out my inbox, too, huh... edit: I could, but currently being resigned to but a phone except for short, sparse trips to the library prevents me otherwise. besides, it gives me a list for when i can be in game.

For my own purposes, I would like a list of new players. age is irrelevent. if you consider yourself new, or someone else new, write here. I wish to get to know these new people. I want to know -you- not your md persona. it will not confuse me that way. Thank you!

last I saw, he made a departure. are you back, awii, or just visiting?

I miss the awii stories. off topi, I apologize, but awii is still in game?

I would like to work under you, lightsage. my availability currently is sketchy, but I am hoping to fix that soon. with any luck, my car should be fixed within a few days and i can go to the library when necessary. as far as trainng, I don't think I mneed much but a refresher course and some updating.

Sorry fang. But so many people told you time and time again that Seig was just going to use you and you were going to get hurt. Your fault, your folly.

Psh, yeah, I'm fine. Just cold and tired. A friend of mine recently [and randomly] apologized to me out of the blue over something that happened over a year ago. I thought maybe it's good to pass it on. Thanks, Eagle Eye.

I know, it has been long over due. Over a year [or was it two...], in fact. But better late than never, and better stated with sincerity rather than with any sort of frailty. I wish to apologize to my former Alliance. For often I get over protective of things I care for. True, it was just an alliance, but it was my first, and I hoped, my only. As a cancerian, change and I do not bode well, if at all. The things I claim my home mean a lot, and even if it means I must fight to the death to keep it, then I shall. Undermining the change of power and my own alliance, was not something I should have done, especially if it meant something to me. Secondly, I wish to apologize to my former TK members. I was scoping my e mails for something, and in doing so, I saw how much of a complete bitch I was. And yes, I can say that because it's about me so neyeh. (: p) When I think of myself as a leader, I don't like to think of myself as harsh, ungrateful or ruling with an iron fist. Yet that seems that that is how I was. During that time, I enjoyed what I did, but I also feared for my own standing as a leader, and strove to do the best I could, even if that meant behind the scenes my own agents were dissatisfied at how I treated them. All that mattered was the people who we worked for, and those who we worked to appease were happy. That was all that mattered. Thirdly, I apologize to all of MD. I had become snarky, cynical, and rude. I still am quite cynical, jaded a little bit, but my jadedness has nothing to do with MD this time. More just with life in general. I had attacked those not needing attacking, I was more destructive than constructive. At times, I still am, but I am human, as are all of you. Fourthly, to Mur, I apologize. The last things I said to you I stated out of spite, and I am glad that things are alright now, but I cannot feel sorry for my actions. The slander was unnecessary, no matter how angry or righteous I felt. But through all of this, I cannot say I have completely changed. I still am what I am, yet I feel better mentally. What happened in MD was a lot of stuff happening in real life, a lot of stress, a lot of pent up anger and frustration and I kind of just went caplooey. I still do, but I'm changing my outlook on life a little more positively so as to not face that quite as much. Things are better, they are good, and I am now learning to step back from the keyboard when the verbal diarrhea comes about. I want to be a productive member again, but I know it will likely need to take some regaining of trust and not to mention, real life pieces that still need putting back together [internet, car, job, etc] before I can promise anything, but I do what I can when I can. Thank you for reading, and I mean this with all sincerity. Curiose.

Sure. I'll send out some PMs and see what I can do, either way though. And I do like the idea that Pips gave. I'll PM you three to brain storm some more, this may happen after Christmas if I can't get my butt in gear. Also, yes, I do get excited. : D

But even so, It is best to double check to save one's skin and not cause any confusion or disgruntlement. The only couple times that I know of in which Mur has ever sanctioned a mass WP approval, was back when I was Secretary. Before the TK makings.

Accusations? I do believe I have the PMs still, if I say so myself.

danke bfh and peace.

writing a retort to you, dd, is far worse than arguing with conservatives that homosexuality isn't a sin.

anatomically, I like to think it was pink. if it was brown, then something must be wrong. I say adamently because you suggested it, I denied your suggestion, and then bam. you get an alliance. reluctant or not, you git your wish, so congrats for that, but not only that, but because of the start of your reign, the tks have had their name scoured through mud and sand. bravo, very commendable.

not helping, so... Curiose. Thank you peace.

Ha! see!? I didn't break the game! also, hasn't something like this happened before?

oh I see. md doesn't work on my browser so I can't play.

cool. i am in the labyrinth (I think...). anyone else get teleported?