[quote] Why this sudden revelation? Why now?[/quote]
[font="Palatino Linotype"][size="3"][i]I had a choice, that is to reveal it or not. I revealed myself because I don't want any bullshit of mine remain untold and that is spinning on my concsience over and over again and all my lies in real life. My life is pretty fucked up right now, not just about the lies, but all the people who hates me. I've done so many wrong things in my life and I'm gonna change it for good, whether you believe me or not, I'll do it, it just seems you're not giving me any chance to show it to you guys. I feel humiliated and I get personal attacks from some of you, even in RP-ing on the realm which is I believe, is out of the question.
I don't care if you believe me or not anymore, I deserved this, I made Jazira quit the game, I made a lie about Adam's identity, I sworn about Mur and spammed the chat with bad words back when I was using Cain. I can't convince nor stop you guys from what you will say or think about me, but I am sorry, I TRULY am sorry about that, and that's all I can say, and I will gladly do whatever it takes just for you to forgive me.[/i][/size][/font]